Head Full or Doubt/ Road Full of Promise

Where am I going. Its possibly one of the most frequently asked questions in the world. Unfortunately none of us can find the answer till we get there. College kids often feel like they are setting there path and know exactly where they will end up, but it only takes one second... one short second for everything to change. Whether its getting a phone call that you don't want or another random tragedy. The only thing we can do after that is say why did that happen... why me... these things aren't suppose to happen to me. However, no matter how long we try to avoid it. We have to decide whether we are going to let it destroy us or are we going to learn and grow from it to make us a stronger person. As you grow older you look back, its those moments that really make you who you are. Even though it hurt like hell, and there will always be a scare. Whether its growing apart from a brother or a friend, or just someone you thought would always be there. I don't know where I'm going, and to be honest I don't really give a fuck. Let future Ryan deal with that. I'm not going to set up my future life and assume everything is going to be perfect for forever. Because the truth is life's not all that great, its the memories and friends you make on your journey that make anything worth it. I probably wont grow up and drive a Porsche, and that doesn't bother me at all. I just want my friends.